i know some of you whant to read the next chapter, but it needs alot of brushing up, to satisfy you untill then here is a poem i wrote about three years ago, i like it. and let me say it was a healing poem for me.


THANK YOU GOD, FOR LOVING ME, AND FORGIVING ME.
~ A letter to GOD our Father in heaven Who, I thank for His never-ending love and forgiveness. ~
Father,
I run from you all the time,
Will I ever run so far?
That I will not be welcomed
Back into you r arms?
No!
Even unto the end of my life
You will always love me,
No matter what I do.
I keep thinking,
"This is it, I’ve gone to far."
I sit and cry.
You bring me back
Even if I don’t know it.
You hold me, and comfort me,
You tell me your will for me,
And,
You love me.
You tell me you love me,
I am thankful.

When something happens,
I blame you for it,
When really I should thank you for
You promise that it will work out for good
In the end.
I run, oh, ever so far and long.
Then seeing and knowing what I do is wrong,
I run farther trying to escape you.
I’m angry with you.
I rebel and run farther.
You leave for a while,
All those who follow You unquestioningly,
And chase after me with loving,
Loving, loving mercy,
Mercy that never goes dry,
Mercy that is always waiting for me,
Mercy that is ever existent, and loving.
Your love reaches beyond the extent of the universe!
You listen to my prayers.
When I ask forgiveness,
You are waiting for me,
Right behind me carrying me,
Even if I don’t know it.
You love me and will never leave me.
Though I may run from east to west,
You will follow me.
Though I run from west to east,
You still follow me
With your ever-standing love,
Love that never dies,
Love that never turns to hate.
The only true and pure love,
Your love,
You are God and your love is eternal.
You love me,
And I
Love you.
~ To: God our loving Father, who never gives up on us. ~
~ From: the running sinner, who has been forgiven, and will ever be forgiven. ~